Wow ! I had 'no idea' what kind of surgery I was up for ~ 3hrs on an inner ear, cut from the outer ear ~ 'ouch' and even more 'ouee' (as Summer describes pain) as I recover ! Today is Sunday ~ day 3 after surgery and still as sore as it is, has been an incredibly enlightening and life changing process. The lack of compassion I received from some of the nursing staff, my drugged out visions and the pain experienced have opened my eyes to connecting with the power we truly have over what we do to our bodies as our vehicles to life, and a depth in my own compassion that I have never seen before.
I feel blessed to be alive, the mother to my magnificent girls and who I am to everyone I know. I am overwhelmed with joy at the possibilities life holds and know that on every down there is always an up, an awesome insight, lesson or strength to be gained.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Today is the delay clearing the way !
Today is my ear surgery ~ another big step forward in clearing away so much of the 'old' ~ something that has had some kind of impact for most of my life ~ so, here's to clearing away and truly moving forward towards the life change journey of a lifetime !
Saw a great dvd last night as an incredible reminder of how we have truly been brain washed in our food and drug consumptions ~ 'Food Matters' trailer: Food Matters. It really is just a matter of taking responsibility ~ I know this dvd has kicked my butt ~ at least 51% for me and my girls as often as possible now ~ worth comitting to and havng the power yourself to change for you !
As of yesterday have a camper trailer company that may be interested in supporting my journey with a possible deal ~ so here's to the universe supporting us and creatng a win win relatonship for all ! Asking for all to be divinely provided effortlessly ~ Thank-You universe X
Saw a great dvd last night as an incredible reminder of how we have truly been brain washed in our food and drug consumptions ~ 'Food Matters' trailer: Food Matters. It really is just a matter of taking responsibility ~ I know this dvd has kicked my butt ~ at least 51% for me and my girls as often as possible now ~ worth comitting to and havng the power yourself to change for you !
As of yesterday have a camper trailer company that may be interested in supporting my journey with a possible deal ~ so here's to the universe supporting us and creatng a win win relatonship for all ! Asking for all to be divinely provided effortlessly ~ Thank-You universe X
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Whenever we are moving forward we are always moving back !
It can take 3 steps forward and often 2 steps back ~ but at least if we focus on the 1 step we have moved we can continue the movement forward and relish in the times when we step on the travelator of life.
We are still selling as much as we can and sorting through everything we own, so eventhough we are behind our schedule by amount a month now, divine timing and how the universe supports and provides is a part of our everyday plan.
Thinking about the very 'cold' nights in Alice Springs as our first destination in June is hard to wrap my head around but am praying for a great camper trailer tent to set us off on our journey in the perfect environment for us all. Praying for the perfect sponsor to support us in creating our 'new home'.
We are still selling as much as we can and sorting through everything we own, so eventhough we are behind our schedule by amount a month now, divine timing and how the universe supports and provides is a part of our everyday plan.
Thinking about the very 'cold' nights in Alice Springs as our first destination in June is hard to wrap my head around but am praying for a great camper trailer tent to set us off on our journey in the perfect environment for us all. Praying for the perfect sponsor to support us in creating our 'new home'.
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