Complete trust with focused intent = limitless possibilities and freedom !

Here I sit on the eve of the 9th of September 2010 completely behind in photos and the mechanical details of how I got here but will soon have the space to truly reflect and document soon (still some serious sorting to do - piles of stuff in brothers carport that is completely unrealistic to be travelinig with, am in the final stages of detachment and culling to achieve a more advanced sense of freedom)

However...... I am here free of most the stuff, the bills, the house and the usual daily expectations and routines. We officially moved out on the 6th and have since been in limbo as to the reality of where this journey can take us. The synchronicities that occurred on particular dates and days had me in a complete state of trusting and continued manifestations. So on that I have been gifted my super and on my way to final repairs and 'jobs' that need doing on both van and camper trailer with the skillful support and hosting of my dear brother Aaron.

Thank-you universe, mother earth, loving and positively supportive family and friends for getting me here - I am in love with the magic of belief and manifestion and know I am following a purpose in each and every present moment 'already' lols ! It's only been 3 days - and truly inspiring as to what is possible in such short periods of time ........

Climbing the rigging to get the mast Up ready for the high winds !

So so so cannot believe the true position we are in - ok - 'reality' !

I am sitting in my house after the 2nd day of my 'final' 3 day garage sale and having sold my washing machine, microwave and other items I felt a pull in detaching from I am now stressing that I still have soooooo much stuff and only 10 days to consolidate and 'be out of here' ! YES, I have given my 3 weeks notice and am truly about to embark on either complete freedom or a completely disastrous far more chaotic existence !

There is a ton of sorting, cleaning, repairing, moving larger items, tip visits, picking up camper trailer (whole day process)  and paperwork that I seriously have no idea 'how' this is all going to be possible. I still do not know where I will be storing our personals and not sure if I will even be able to sell everything else in time ~ if not I guess I am truly meant to detach and give away whatever cannot be stored or sold.

Am praying and manifesting for the universe to allow me an early release on my superannuation to help my journey and make heading off relaxed and supported.

I am really starting to look at how I have been living, the daily routines, what changes and what doesnt and will be documenting this lifestyle as soon as I can so that a true comparison can take place.

Exit Date: 31st August ~ we will head to the local brunswick heads caravan park for a 2-4 weeks before tuning into guidane as to where to go next and am super excited to see if our set-up can truly work on the longer term basis of travelling for 1-2 years.

Really Dematerialing !

Wow ~ the universe truly does rock and roll with you when you live a commitment. I am down to only needing to sell the white goods and a few bits and pieces that I am happy to donate. I need to manifest  storage space for our personal plastic containers and a few small pieces of furniture ~ yay ! Selling a 'big' chunk of my stuff to my brother and sister and their combined 11 children at a great price for them feels amazing to help them out and know all my nieces and nephews will have a lovely 'huge' comfy lounge to sit on, new drawers, big T.V etc,  upgrading their material lives whilst we dematerialise almost completely !

I am looking so forward to comparitively living this 2nd life style and documenting changes, challenges, creative commitments, promised play and what the truth of freedom really feels like. I am looking for the journey that will contribute to me being the best parent I can be for all the right reasons and reviewng why I felt I could not be entangled in the materialistic, scheduled normal home rental home environment we all mosty live in.

Stay tuned for our current lists of living and how these will compare to living as we travel and connect with others on the road:

What items we use the most
What foods we eat
How the girls imaginitively play
What toys the play with
Who our people connections are
How I play/interact with the girls
How I develop/nurture myself
What creative outlets I have
How much energy is spent on cleaning
Costs of living
What creates my stress
The qulaity of our time spent together
What stresses the girls out most
etc etc etc

Getting Closer

The perfect 'Camper Trailer' manifested ~ a 'Trek Kudu' with a lockable lid, tailgate kitchen, water tank, pull out canvas tent and dolphins swimming on each side ! Multiple projects currently underway like tributaries making their way towards each other with gathering speed to connect and flow down the main river in unison and harmony.  The making of the awning for the van, the mini roof rack for the camper trailer, the paintwork for the van, the materials for the building of creative storage solutions (Thanking my brother 'Aaron' for his skill here)  the decision to detach from the majority of our belongings and the true confrontations of 'why' I am doing this !

So much personal stuff I am still working through and have no idea if I am suppose to be working through it all now, part of it now or if it is apart of the journeys purpose ? Can only keep reminding myself that being present to each moment will ensure all the answers I need.

I am looking very forward to creating a running record of 'how' we are currently living ~ what upsets me, stresses me and takes me away from being present, what upsets the girls, what makes them happy, how do they use their imagination and what toys do they play with the most.

Feeling very strongly about leaving in August sometime still.

So, here is the 'love dove' van and the 'dolphin rider' trailer ~ we look foward to meeting and connecting with many people on our journey and I look forward to writing my books, articles, my travel website and the development of this blog.

Cannot go to bed without sharing

I am so sorry blog for neglecting you of late, please forgive me X Truly though, once you start a blog you do feel a commitment and the guilt that goes with neglect and also the highs of staying tuned in and keeping up to date ~ kind of like keeping your mother, spouse or children in the loop of your life.

So a teeny update of the last few weeks ~ the surgery was hard for me to digest and work on my self healing abilities as I have not been on top of my own personal game in the last few months of my life. However, I have healed well and have been creating shifts of change without even knowing it. Tonight has been my biggest shift after watching the dvd 'Maos Last Dancer'. I feel I have been renewed and rewired in my thoughts, self commitments and my own personal drive and purpose. So much of what I have been holding onto and using so easily as excuses for the 'why' I have not been on top of my game has just slipped off me leaving me naked and excited to 'be' who 'I' want to be, so my instincts are telling me to prep for a bit of a ride as the universe speeds up it's connections to what is meant to be !

I have been guided that our journey will now begin in the first week of August, after Genaveve's 5th birthday part, which is on the 1st August, ofcourse the self planning of her big party does kind of help the guidance process !  I trust and feel that everything will be falling into place for that week.

Surgical Insights !

Wow ! I had 'no idea' what kind of surgery I was up for ~ 3hrs on an inner ear, cut from the outer ear ~ 'ouch' and even more 'ouee' (as Summer describes pain) as I recover  ! Today is Sunday ~ day 3 after surgery and still as sore as it is, has been an incredibly enlightening and life changing process. The lack of compassion I received from some of the nursing staff, my drugged out visions and the pain experienced have opened my eyes to connecting with the power we truly have over what we do to our bodies as our vehicles to life, and a depth in my own compassion that I have never seen before.

I feel blessed to be alive, the mother to my magnificent girls and who I am to everyone I know. I am overwhelmed with joy at the possibilities life holds and know that on every down there is always an up, an awesome insight, lesson or strength to be gained.

Today is the delay clearing the way !

Today is my ear surgery ~ another big step forward in clearing away so much of the 'old' ~ something that has had some kind of impact for most of my life ~ so, here's to clearing away and truly moving forward towards the life change journey of a lifetime !

Saw a great dvd last night as an incredible reminder of how we have truly been brain washed in our food and drug consumptions ~ 'Food Matters' trailer: Food Matters.  It really is just a matter of taking responsibility ~ I know this dvd has kicked my butt ~ at least 51% for me and my girls as often as possible now ~ worth comitting to and havng the power yourself to change for you !

As of yesterday have a camper trailer company that may be interested in supporting my journey with a possible deal ~ so here's to the universe supporting us and creatng a win win relatonship for all ! Asking for all to be divinely provided effortlessly ~ Thank-You universe X

Whenever we are moving forward we are always moving back !

It can take 3 steps forward and often 2 steps back ~ but at least if we focus on the 1 step we have moved we can continue the movement forward and relish in the times when we step on the travelator of life.

We are still selling as much as we can and sorting through everything we own, so eventhough we are behind our schedule by amount a month now, divine timing and how the universe supports and provides is a part of our everyday plan.

Thinking about the very 'cold' nights in Alice Springs as our first destination in June is hard to wrap my head around but am praying for a great camper trailer tent to set us off on our journey in the perfect environment for us all. Praying for the perfect sponsor to support us in creating our 'new home'.

The material technics ?

What is it with me and technics recently ~ a washing machine, 2 computers and both of my cameras all out of action along with my mobile phones disappearance I am trying to work out the universal messages here ?

I am slowly gathering all materials back at ofcourse a cost that has not been budgetted for in anyway .... so financial priorities and projects have been rearranged but I am still practising the grace of letting go and trusting !

Sitting in the Garage for 2nd Sale

Here I am sitting in our Garage which is still very full (looking fuller than the house now~ yay !) with way too much stuff and very little traffic to move anything out ! COME ON PEOPLE !

My plan is to write an article in the local paper for next week outlining our journey and advertising our 'Mega May Garage Sale' opening the doors every week until everything is sold or donated, which also works in perfectly with my surgery date.

Intention is to have everything packed, stored, sold and organized for a donation pick-up by the 27th May. All that will be left will be a few items to store last minute and everything we are taking around Australia.

I need to manifest a camper trailer tent as the commuter van alone is not big enough, I proposed a sponsorship to an awesome local company but unfortunately they cannot help ~ Manifesting the perfect outcome for all.

Dates are moving

Ok ! Surgery date set for 27th May so I am estimating an end of June leave date which could be a little chilly (at night) and crowded for the 'Red Rock', however I am only a month behind original dates so should all still be in perfect and divine order. I am pretty sure we are going to head direct to the Center of Oz still ?

'Master Cleanse' 3rd time

October last year I began the 'Stan Burrows, Master Cleanse' for the 2nd time ~ the 1st time I achieved the 10 days and then ate crap almost straight after ~ a craving for 'in and out' hot chips ! This time I was amazed at how I felt at 10days and did not want to stop. I ended up doing 23 days and only stopped because of a 25yr high school re-union. I lost 10kgs and was feeling amazing.

I tried to do the cleanse earlier this month due to weight gain and to release unwanted posions from my body, however the energies and support were not right ~ last night I was given a sign that the energy is now ok for me to cleanse and release all that is necessary from within my body as I release all that is necessary from outside of my body and life.

So here I am at Day 1 and 65kgs ! I have put on 5kgs since January and hope to release unwanted excess weight as an added bonus to the normal amazing results and effects you get from this cleanse. I have no time line for this time except to do the 10 day minimum.

Will keep you posted X

Mega Garage Sale

OK ~ My border finally moved out on the 9th so I decided to advertise for my garage sale to be the following week ont he 16th ~ What was I thinking ? that I could go through my entire life in a matter of days ! well I kind of did ~ eventhough I had not not gone through everything I had certainly done a good job of it.

Friday was such a success due to the farmers market that has just started in our community almost across the road, that by saturday afternoon I had decided that I was going to open my garage doors every Fri and Sat for the next 4 weeks to continue selling, giving away and adding to as I thoroughly deep clean my life wth space and time, along with other friends and family bringing items to sell and clear from their lives.

My home today is feeling spacious, reduced and more organised ~ something I have not felt in many years !  Whilst I still have alot to sort through I am far more than half way there ! YAY !

Technical Signs of ?

Ok ! How do I view ~ 2 computers, both my cameras, my washing machine AND my back-up hard drive all down and out of action ? I am still working this one through big time !

On my way to see if I can repair cameras today as it is extremely difficult with the girls and my blog to not have a camera !

Losing Lovey

It has been pretty wild and intense lately ! I have had all my 7 nieces and nephews staying over easter getting a feel for whether or not moving in here may work. Unfortunately during this time my 2 yr old nephew got hold of some insect repellent and decided to pour this over our scaly breasted lorikeet 'Lovey'. I washed, nurtured, prayed and worked with Lovey over the next few days and he seemed to be perking up and healing ~ we were so excited and comitted to 'Lovey' being on our journey that when he died (13/4) after 4 days of the incident, we were devasted and not prepared.

6 week challenge update

OK ~ let's check in on the challenge !

'The border' has only just moved out yesterday ~ what an incredible feeling this has given me ~ assessing this feeling of freedom can only have me once again trusting in the universal divine flow of events as it was such a struggle having him here and getting him to leave.

My sister ( a single mama also, however of 7 !) is most likely moving into my home and is inspired to begin a blog of her own, kind of paralleling mine ~ it would certainly be an interesting read for many !

Soul Aligned Business Collaborative

I am currently doing the above course with a lady called Elyse Hope Killoran via live tele conferencing. It is such an incredible reminder and a powerful connector of the individual to their higher self and the souls' life purpose that it can only achieve results of positivity, productivity, sustainability and energised flow in ones life and business.

I thank the universal timing of this course for me in my life at this time and am truly grateful for the benefits this is creating in the gaining of my own personal strength, confidence and trust in myself to be able to create my own success and financial independent flow for me and my girls.

"So it is"

Practising the 'ARTS' theory !

At the end of a day that began as fairly productive and motivating, I was left reflecting on myself and my abilities once again in regards to coping and parenting. Within the hours of a day I cannot fathom how many emotions a person can roller coaster through !

I am going to try and practise daily, the art of the 'arts' ! 'Affirming, Releasing, Trusting and Surrendering' and see if this will help me ride through an overwhelming day with more ease.

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Getting back on track

Was strongly guided at 5am to do the 'master cleanse' today (3rd time for me) and get back on track in releasing the old habbits, patterns and behavious that have been creeping back into my life for all sorts of reasonings. I now ask the universe to support this 10 day process in releasing all addictions and co-dependencies breathing back into my life optimum health, radiance, energy and self-love.

Will keep you posted ~ I feel strong and determined to achieve this and know this is necessary to support my ultimate journey and purpose.